And so the nuns had been lying ...they had told her the treatments were over but instead that morning they took her to a strange doctor who told her she really needed this kind of cure....what was it all about? She couldn't understand but she knew she had to say nothing else that I'll do it....and then those tattoos, so little, hide points, four on her skin....still with her when she was in her room again...asking, how much more? When will I be able to be free again? And it was pretty scary for she couldn't say what freedom was all about, her past was just like a black hole and being out of there could only mean falling into it....