7-8-9

I feel like I'm lost
The place I like the most
Is far and I have to wait
Is there and I feel the weight
Of my wings dirty
Of my mood shortly
I'll feel like a fool
It will be so very soon

9-10-11
It's been a strange week, so very fast and so very busy....I wonder how I manage to be busy when all the world thinks I'm just unemployed.... And then I still walk around after midnight and I like the night and it's silent and it's emptiness ...distant sounds from my neighbor soon quit and I'm lonely in the night ....finally all the work is gone and I still would like to fly out ....I've been trying to fly this week, a bit and it's been so good...