Thoughts in War

you know it’s not fair
to track me to my lair

The war day
I could say
Is when the enemy stay
Under this roof
My sadness loop
changes my mood

 Nightmares
Awake
I take a breath
When I go beneath
The surface of acceptance
And I feel mad for instance

 It’s terrible to live with a monster in the place you thought to be safe
They say we should respect others but when others do not respect you
when others walk on you what should I say?
I may run away but after leaving monster traps behind me
when indifference surrounds me
hate comes over me