Nights are getting cold

Nights are getting cold

What’s your problem he asked me while we were getting back home

you should practice more he said

I know but my mind, thought…

what thoughts? What’s your problem 

nothing…..

nothing, there’s nothing - no way out

luckily those missions makes me feel good

does it make you feel like a soldier? ha asked

I wanted to reply “it makes me feel alive” but I just nodded

I’d like everything to disappear, everything that is against me - but us and us just us for a while

you do not make me feel like a soldier

you do make me feel alive

we roll - along the streets, under the stars - in the dark, our darkness

I want you